freshly sharpened pencils...

so here i am with yet another dilemma in my simple life. you know when you think you've closed certain doors for various reasons, they start begging to be open again. what is it with the female race? you meet, you decide you like each each, you go out, test the waters to see if it's for real, the decide maybe this just may be it. so it gets really serious. so serious even the 'rents ask about the other significant other. then things go slightly amiss, there's elements of doubt, so the whole show is called off. okay, i've simplified things, not that i'm insensitive but the fact that i'm just a pedantic dude.

how does one explain life and what one seeks in life? how does one keep his ground without making offense. i know that i speak for myself. i am good person and not the sort to make people upset. i'm not out here to create offense in my short life. the prime reason i wanted to take a step back was simple: there just was no future. but the sad aspect of life is that people will always have then own perspective. nothing wrong with that, but we need need to appreciate that fact.